#70 - Feeling anxious
Usually I look forward to a holiday, but not this time. I just feel like crap, I don't want to go, I don't want to pack, I just want to stay home. Apparently home is my comfort zone and the thought of being away from it and living out of a suitcase for 3 weeks is just a little more than my little brain can handle these days. I guess once we are there and settled I will be fine, until it's time to go home. I hate saying good bye too.
I doubt I will sleep tonight and the red-eye tomorrow will probably keep me up too.
THINGS THAT TICK ME OFF
- stress
- not sleeping because of stress
- not having any help getting ready
- stressing over what needs to be done
- not having enough time to make sure I have a clean house before I go
- being sad
- not having enough time to scrapbook
THINGS THAT I LOVE
- when my kids want me
- big hugs
- the internet
- a good nap
KIDDO NOTES
Baby wanted mom today, it's really hard to get anything done when she gets this way. I think she is cutting another tooth, she has really been chewing.
Boy2 was all about mom today too. He was whiny too. I am not sure what is up with him, I guess he is not so great with my ever changing schedule. I hope the lack of sleep isn't too much for him tomorrow.
Boy1 was typical Boy1 today. He doesn't need/want to sleep and he wants to play outside. He did manage to pedal his tricycle fairly well today.
Wish me luck with the flight, not sure when I will be able to post again... no internet at the inlaws... no wonder I don't want to go away.
I doubt I will sleep tonight and the red-eye tomorrow will probably keep me up too.
THINGS THAT TICK ME OFF
- stress
- not sleeping because of stress
- not having any help getting ready
- stressing over what needs to be done
- not having enough time to make sure I have a clean house before I go
- being sad
- not having enough time to scrapbook
THINGS THAT I LOVE
- when my kids want me
- big hugs
- the internet
- a good nap
KIDDO NOTES
Baby wanted mom today, it's really hard to get anything done when she gets this way. I think she is cutting another tooth, she has really been chewing.
Boy2 was all about mom today too. He was whiny too. I am not sure what is up with him, I guess he is not so great with my ever changing schedule. I hope the lack of sleep isn't too much for him tomorrow.
Boy1 was typical Boy1 today. He doesn't need/want to sleep and he wants to play outside. He did manage to pedal his tricycle fairly well today.
Wish me luck with the flight, not sure when I will be able to post again... no internet at the inlaws... no wonder I don't want to go away.
posted by soralis @ 11:21 p.m.
4 comments
4 Comments:
Have a safe flight! I'd like to tell you to think of the next three weeks as an adventure, but I know better than to think that living out of a suitcase at your in-laws constitutes a great time.
Hang in there! Hope you'll find some internet juice out there sometime soon.
((Hugs))I am so with you on this, Silver. Traveling is 10x more work for me when we leave and then when we get home. I wish you the best for a safe trip and I'll miss your daily updates. Take care and Have Fun!
Hope that you have a very safe trip. We took our son to the beach for ten days this summer. Was a lot of work, didn't even feel like a vacation to me, I was actually more tired than refreshed.
Clingy normally equals teething or sickness approaching. Hope all is well with your kiddos.
Safe travels once again,
Kimmer
I hope it goes better than you're expecting. So sorry about the stress and insomnia. Both of those things suck so so much!!!
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