Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Goodbye little one...

You are still with mom, but you have moved on to a better place. I hope that you are an angel that will watch over your little brother or sister that is still beside you. I miss you already and I didn't even get to know you.

I will never get to hold your hand or see your smile, but I love you just the same. Good bye for now and I hope to meet you some day. Please keep watch over your little twin and keep him or her safe and sound.

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Our ultrasound was moved up to today... Baby A is doing very well they tell me but Baby B's heart has stopped. My husband and I are devestated about the baby that will never be.

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Update

I am so sorry I forgot to wish my American friends a Happy Thanksgiving. Hope you all enjoy your turkey.

38 Comments:

At 4:35 PM, November 22, 2006, Blogger UtRus said...

oh Soralis. I am so sorry. i love what you wrote, and I am sure that baby B will always be a little spirit watching over all the others. I hope everything goes beautifully from here on. hugs.

 
At 5:17 PM, November 22, 2006, Blogger My Reality said...

Soralis, I am so sorry about Baby B. What you wrote was beautiful. I am sorry for your loss.

 
At 6:43 PM, November 22, 2006, Blogger the_road_less_travelled said...

I'm so sorry.

 
At 7:27 PM, November 22, 2006, Blogger Suz said...

I'm so sorry, Soralis, but I know that Baby A will always have a special angel.

 
At 10:21 PM, November 22, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I'm sorry.

Bea

 
At 10:28 PM, November 22, 2006, Blogger Meg said...

Oh Soralis. I am so, so sorry.

 
At 11:33 PM, November 22, 2006, Anonymous absurro said...

I am so sorry for the loss of your baby-- will be keeping you all in my parayers..

 
At 2:11 AM, November 23, 2006, Blogger Thalia said...

sorry to hear about the loss of your baby, soralis.

 
At 3:32 AM, November 23, 2006, Anonymous Jen said...

sorry seems such an inadequate word yet I am so very sorry about baby B.

 
At 4:27 AM, November 23, 2006, Anonymous Meri-ann said...

That is so sad, I'm so very sorry.x

 
At 6:16 AM, November 23, 2006, Blogger Angie said...

Oh Soralis, I am so sorry. This is me giving you a big, long hug. My heart is with you.

 
At 8:11 AM, November 23, 2006, Blogger Barely Sane said...

Oh sweetie.... I am so sorry. I'll say a prayer that Baby A stays healthy and strong.

Hugs

 
At 11:07 AM, November 23, 2006, Anonymous Nina said...

Oh Soralis. Me too, I am so so sorry.

Hugs!

 
At 3:30 PM, November 23, 2006, Blogger Courtney said...

((hugs)) I remember losing Kian's twin at 9 weeks ... I will swear it was a little girl and she is still with us. That was beautiful btw.

I am glad your u/s got moved up and your bean is good.

 
At 6:54 PM, November 23, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I am so sorry Soralis, about your little baby B.

 
At 8:13 PM, November 23, 2006, Anonymous Leggy said...

I'm sorry- I know how much you wanted both of them.

 
At 8:33 PM, November 23, 2006, Blogger lunarmagic said...

I am so sorry. :(

 
At 9:39 PM, November 23, 2006, Blogger Rumour Miller said...

Soralis... I am so sorry.

 
At 6:53 AM, November 24, 2006, Anonymous flygirl said...

My thoughts are with you....

 
At 8:20 AM, November 24, 2006, Blogger KristinC said...

I am so sorry, I don't know what it's like to lose one twin but I have had 5 m/c's. I know you are hurting but it will get easier. Your words were so lovely. I hope you find some peace this Christmas.

 
At 10:39 AM, November 24, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said...

i'm sorry for your loss, soralis.

 
At 4:07 PM, November 24, 2006, Blogger DD said...

Soralis, I'm so sorry to read this update. Poor lil' Baby B. Take care of yourself during this time of sorrow.

 
At 7:20 AM, November 25, 2006, Blogger JEN said...

Soralis, Im so sorry, it always hurts. I know that baby b will watch over baby a and help that baby to become strong and safe. Thinking of you.

 
At 8:14 AM, November 25, 2006, Blogger susan said...

I am so sorry. Your post was beautiful.

 
At 8:46 AM, November 25, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Soralis I am so sorry for your loss.

 
At 8:56 AM, November 25, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry for your loss.

 
At 2:16 PM, November 25, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I am so very sorry, Soralis. Love to you.

 
At 2:41 PM, November 25, 2006, Anonymous Lori said...

I'm so terribly sorry for your loss.

 
At 3:23 PM, November 25, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry.

 
At 9:31 PM, November 25, 2006, Blogger Nico said...

I'm so sorry that Baby B didn't make it. I think what you wrote is just beautiful. I hope too that B keeps his/her twin safe!

 
At 4:45 AM, November 26, 2006, Anonymous shazz said...

I too am sorry for the loss of your Angel, will try and make sure mine keeps an eye out for yours. xx

 
At 7:02 AM, November 27, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry. Sending hugs and prayers your way.

 
At 9:40 AM, November 27, 2006, Blogger Kellie said...

I'm so sorry. I love what you wrote. I too had this happen and I like to think that the angel is looking out over his/her brother.

 
At 2:00 PM, November 27, 2006, Blogger GLouise said...

I am so sorry to hear about Baby B. Thinking of you today.

 
At 7:04 PM, November 27, 2006, Blogger Rumour Miller said...

Thinking about you and your family (just wanted to reach out over the miles and the blogosphere to give you a hug).

 
At 9:16 PM, November 27, 2006, Blogger Drew said...

I am so sorry Soralis. Your beautiful little angel will be around to watch over the growth of your little one, hang in there. *hugs*

 
At 7:44 AM, November 28, 2006, Blogger Beagle said...

I'm so sorry for your loss. Very touching post. You're in my thoughts.

 
At 12:13 PM, November 29, 2006, Blogger Snickollet said...

I'm very behind on blog reading and just got this news. I'm so, so sorry. What a beautiful post. Thinking of you and wishing you some peace.

 

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