Happy Halloween...

Hope everyone makes it through Halloween. I have always loved Halloween. I have always decorated my house for the little ghosts and gobblins, some years were so difficult especially after my second failed cycle back in 04. It was so bitter sweet to have all these cute little ones come to the door yet feel so much pain inside. I still feel the pangs but I know that if this all works out that I am so close to completing my family. The pangs make me remember where I came from though so I think I will embrace them from now on.

On the hopeful front. I am very nervous, there is just so many things that can go wrong. I guess there is something to be said for being oblivious! I am really hoping that my u/s on the 10th helps me relax just a little.