Sunday, May 21, 2006

The results are in...

BFN

We were supposed to be away camping until tomorrow, but I had to come home this morning... I am crushed. I can't believe that I will never be PG again. I don't know where to start the healing process this time.

Stats
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20 retrieved.
17 fertilized.
15 good
4 lost during thaw
11 replaced in 5 transfer... resulting in 2 babies

That's 13% success rate... just lovely!

That is all I have to say for today!

38 Comments:

At 11:40 AM, May 21, 2006, Blogger Sunny Jenny said...

I am so sorry... I wish there was more I could say. :(

 
At 12:03 PM, May 21, 2006, Anonymous Lori said...

I'm so sorry. I'm thinking of you.

 
At 12:37 PM, May 21, 2006, Blogger the_road_less_travelled said...

I am so sorry, I don't know what else to say. Please take care :(

 
At 2:12 PM, May 21, 2006, Blogger JEN said...

I am so sorry for your bfn. It's a terrible feeling to feel like someone/ something else has the control of your choices.

 
At 2:17 PM, May 21, 2006, Blogger sube said...

Soralis, I so very sorry.

 
At 2:34 PM, May 21, 2006, Anonymous Kimmer said...

I've been thinking of you and checking your blog. I am so sorry Soralis. I wish there was more to say, if I hit the lottery, I'm sending you some money to cycle. It's just no fucking fair! I hate that insurance doesn't cover this crap. Makes me very angry.... Anyway, thinking of you.

 
At 2:54 PM, May 21, 2006, Blogger One Mother's Journey said...

I wish I had the magic words to make you feel better - but know that I am very sorry.

 
At 3:33 PM, May 21, 2006, Blogger DD said...

I am really very sorry, Soralis.

 
At 3:37 PM, May 21, 2006, Blogger Meri-ann said...

I am truly so sorry, I've been checking in on you manically all weekend and this isn't what I wanted to hear. Be good to yourself.

 
At 4:21 PM, May 21, 2006, Blogger Dream Mommy said...

I'm so sorry. Sorry I wasn't hear sooner. Don't you love the way they skew statistics?

I'll be keeping you in my prayers that you find healing soon.

I'm so sorry.

 
At 4:22 PM, May 21, 2006, Blogger Maya said...

One of the many reasons that this day will go down in history as being one of the worst possible.

I am so sorry. I so wish it were different for you.

 
At 6:32 PM, May 21, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I'm really sorry, that's terrible news. I think I know where you can start to heal though - that 13% success rate resulted in two beautiful children who need thair Mum.

 
At 7:39 PM, May 21, 2006, Blogger Beagle said...

I'm so sorry.

 
At 8:43 PM, May 21, 2006, Anonymous amanda said...

I am so very sorry. You're in my thoughts.

 
At 9:35 PM, May 21, 2006, Blogger Flygirl said...

There are no words good enough. I'll have to settle for "I'm sorry" and please know that I am.

big hugs to you.

 
At 9:49 PM, May 21, 2006, Blogger Kellie said...

I'm very sorry :(

Hugs.

 
At 10:05 PM, May 21, 2006, Blogger GLouise said...

My dear soralis... i am so sorry to hear your news. You have been an encouragement to me. Catch my e-hug coming to you from the southeast U.S.

 
At 11:16 PM, May 21, 2006, Blogger Pixxiee said...

I am wordlessly sorry for you. I know you have grief to go through, and I thank you for being so supportive of me over the past month. I wish there was something more we could do for folks we care about, when they have bad news like this.

Hugs
Paula

 
At 4:52 AM, May 22, 2006, Blogger Angie said...

I am so very sorry. I don't have any words to say. So sorry :( Thinking of you.

 
At 5:03 AM, May 22, 2006, Blogger Courtney said...

((hugs)) I am so sorry for your BFN. If you ever need someone to talk to ... I am here.

 
At 6:19 AM, May 22, 2006, Blogger Meg said...

.Oh Soralis.

 
At 6:56 AM, May 22, 2006, Blogger Stephanie said...

I am so so sorry. Please take care of yourself and be good to yourself.

 
At 8:12 AM, May 22, 2006, Blogger KristinC said...

I'm so so so so sorry. I know how much you wanted more children. Sometimes miracles do happen. I'm crossing my fingers that you get one.

 
At 8:27 AM, May 22, 2006, Blogger serenity said...

I am so SO SO sorry, soralis. Hugs.

 
At 8:34 AM, May 22, 2006, Blogger Emma B. said...

I'm so very sorry.

 
At 8:48 AM, May 22, 2006, Blogger Keeping The Faith said...

There are no words for a time like this. Try to be gentle with yourself. You are in my thoughts...

 
At 9:21 AM, May 22, 2006, Blogger Sarah said...

Soralis, I am so very sorry. It is so heartbreaking to hear about your bfn. There probably isn't anything that one can say right now to console you, except take care of yourself.

 
At 10:58 AM, May 22, 2006, Blogger Alli said...

Soralis - I am thinking of you and am so, so sorry about the BFN. You're in my prayers.

 
At 11:07 AM, May 22, 2006, Blogger the waiting line said...

oh Soralis, I am so very sorry. I just don't understand why this process doesn't have a higher success rate - it's just not fair.

 
At 3:15 PM, May 22, 2006, Blogger Heather said...

crap.
I'm sorry.
That's all I can say right now.

 
At 4:07 PM, May 22, 2006, Blogger Demeter said...

Oh, Soralis, I am so sorry. I came to your blog to see your results, but expected good news. Please take care of yourself, pamper yourself.

 
At 5:37 PM, May 22, 2006, Anonymous amy said...

I am so sorry. Take the time you need to grieve. So so sorry.

 
At 7:23 PM, May 22, 2006, Anonymous Beth said...

Oh Soralis - I am so very sorry - I wish there were better words. My heart hurts for you.

 
At 9:26 PM, May 22, 2006, Blogger Hopeful Mother said...

Soralis, I am so sorry. I just saw your news.

I hope your husband and children can help to heal your pain.

We are all thinking of you.

 
At 8:36 AM, May 23, 2006, Blogger Just another Jenny said...

I was hoping to come and see some goods news. I am so sorry, I wish this could have turned out for you. {{{hugs}}}

 
At 9:37 AM, May 23, 2006, Blogger Barely Sane said...

I am so sorry.

Sending mega hugs your way. :(

 
At 11:12 AM, May 23, 2006, Blogger Thalia said...

Oh Soralis I'm so sorry. How incredibly disappointing.

 
At 1:20 PM, May 23, 2006, Blogger Rumour Miller said...

I was thinking about you all week while on my trip... I am so sorry. Sending you lots of prayers and thoughts/

 

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